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Today, I was thinking about a phenomonon I experience frequently.

I do some research and I discover that this really looks like shutdown crisis that autists have.

That also a reason why I use weed at night (insomnia and anxiety main reasons).

Also at night it's a bit different beceause often I just feel emotional distress and no anger/hatred

I do some research about that and discover it because my friend who is autistic also has similar crisis, I know for him he also has something that looks like meltdown crisis.

If it's true for me that these crisis are from autism, I will be clever with me, because now I know that it's because of my disease and not my fault. I tend to think that I shouldn't feel any anger.

So I start to feel anger/hatred and I feel even angrier to see that I feel this anger.

Also I don't know, because I don't have this as a child/teenager. I was different I guess and I have kind of amnesia of who I was before.

I also have something that autitistic/ADHD people experience is I don't feel the energy to move of doing things

Sometimes I locked my body, I stare into space, and It feels like very difficult to move.

It also asks me an effort to write this for exemple.

I also wondered if these crisis could be related to CNS, because you think I have that.

But these crisis starts around 2 years before.

When my parents puts me in mental hospital, then most nights, I had obscur toughts and I was in emotional distress, then it gradually became part of my life, and now it happens several times a week

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